| | I think I'm falling apart...my heart is going to break.
So uh…yeah the meaning of my name Estella in Spanish means Star and in French Bright star. As mentioned by Maryweather that is where Bright Star Designs was born from. Also to the fact that I love stars and used them as my mini signature in my graphic class. My mother named me after her sister and my father after his mother. I’m  very honored and glad to have this name. Although at times I hate it but I’m ok with it. So many things behind this name, memories, stories and such but I won’t get into this because you’ll have a essay on your hands. Lmao!
My life is very stressful right now. I don’t even know when I’ll open Bright Star Designs or complete some of the things I promised for some of you. I understand some of you have held out your patience (will not name who) but you have to understand I have a life too. When I do graphics it sometimes takes me a while to complete it, especially if they're layouts. If you want them to be beautiful and nice then wait unless you want me to rush and have them looking ugly. Also my art class has been a pain in the you know what. I enjoy it don’t get me wrong but right now as it progresses I feel as though they’re taking the most important thing and turning it not so fun anymore. Music, I have some tests I have to study for and English is alright not too much work here. Last week and the opening of school again took most of my energy away from me. More than the last trimester, so I’m sorry if I’m late and I’m slow. One of my siblings is almost completely gone, she has changed and turning very rebellious. Getting into trouble, so she is the important person I want to work with right now. Been feeling rather stressed and haven’t been sleeping well even though I told everyone I’m ok. I may or may not quit my graphic xanga journal who knows. However if that does occur I’ll just have this site opened and my other ones that I currently have. Not to mention I’m helping someone plan their wedding. =O So you can understand my stress point. Hopefully you all do. X_x I think I’m going to die, not literally but you know what I mean.
As of right now and the rest of the week I am currently making a new layout for Despair because I wanted to. *sticks out tongue* and giving myself a nice place to rest. T_T
[X]Everina {Icon made by me!}
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| | Posted 2/1/2009 8:57 PM - 31 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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Sorry that was a bitchy thing to say and am sorry Everina please take your time.